HELP my job is in jeopardy!!

Just as I had decided to stay here because they were going to provide more training OSHA came a calling.
An ee complained and they showed up today. I have a completed 2002 osha log and a 2003 WC file up to date. I hope that is enough. I never recieved training for this job.
Any way I have told management over and over again about safety issues that are a concern. I had our WC safety officer come through both locations. I have brought up in meetings safety issues that were wink winked after the meetings.(does anybody remember the wires through water in my cafe post?).
I believe that if we get fined, and we will, they are going to blame it on me. You know, the why didn't you warn us about this - We don't remember you saying about that variety of blame. They have been suggesting to my cfo that I haven't been getting things done (First time I've heard anything about that and she only told me about it because she wants to go to bat for me). I am HR for 150 ee's in two locations I do it all. All compliance, all benefits, all reporting, safety etc. I can't think of any thing I don't do except payroll and I actually do at least some of that without any training!
I know these guys are jerks but I want that training that my cfo has offered. How do I defend my job? For those who don't think I should, kind words would be nice!
An ee complained and they showed up today. I have a completed 2002 osha log and a 2003 WC file up to date. I hope that is enough. I never recieved training for this job.
Any way I have told management over and over again about safety issues that are a concern. I had our WC safety officer come through both locations. I have brought up in meetings safety issues that were wink winked after the meetings.(does anybody remember the wires through water in my cafe post?).
I believe that if we get fined, and we will, they are going to blame it on me. You know, the why didn't you warn us about this - We don't remember you saying about that variety of blame. They have been suggesting to my cfo that I haven't been getting things done (First time I've heard anything about that and she only told me about it because she wants to go to bat for me). I am HR for 150 ee's in two locations I do it all. All compliance, all benefits, all reporting, safety etc. I can't think of any thing I don't do except payroll and I actually do at least some of that without any training!
I know these guys are jerks but I want that training that my cfo has offered. How do I defend my job? For those who don't think I should, kind words would be nice!
Comments
In the mean time talk to your CFO about getting you to an osha 30 or 40 hour class. When the citations come, inform them of the amounts, but let them know you believe you can work with them to get them reduced significantly. Don't accept the plea that comes with the citations, ask for an informal settlement conference. I will help you review the citations when you get them and let you know where you stand. But by correcting identified deficiencies in advance it puts you in a better spot.
Relax, deep breath, organize all of your documentation so you have it readily available, and read back through it so you can discuss it easily when the time comes. Don't let them see you sweat.
My $0.02 worth.
DJ The Balloonman
One of the approaches you might consider (if you do not already utilize this practice) is to send your safety concerns in writing to the decision makers. Paper trails are handy in areas besides personnel files.
I do not like giving up on a position, but I have done it. Isn't it ironic that we can counsel ees when they are not a good fit, but have a hard time recognizing when we are in that position.
Keep your chin up and do your best. That is all you can do.
On a second note, it sounds like your cfo has offered you some training help, so when the dust settles on this, I'd suggest you sit down with this person, discuss what areas you feel you could use training in, whether that is Safety, Benefits, EEO stuff, etc., ask what parts of your job performance the cfo feels could use some improvement, then get a sense of how much time and money will be available for you to get this training (Some training can be really expensive.) Keep a positive attitude and do the best you can. That's all anyone can ask. Good luck.
I think that it is not that I am not a good "fit". Unless you mean that I don't "fit" well with employers that blatantly ignore safety issues after pleadings on my part to address them. I believe that can change and this situation might cause that to happen. Unfortunately someone's head is on the chopping block as I have just learned that the fines are considerable and if enacted will put us out of business.
I have a feeling it is going to be mine. This is a really bad day for me.
The management has been and will continue to be ethically challenged. I stopped trying a short while ago. I sort of had this image of myself in the background of management jumping up and down going " hey folks you gotta listen to me or you'll get in trouble!!!!!" and being responded to as that pesky HR nag that DOESN"T EVEN BRING MONEY INTO THE COMPANY!!!!.
I really thought that I could hang in there ever since the new cfo came. She understands the importance of HR and could possibly brings the others around. It is hard to leave a company after 4+ years. I love the people here and believe in our mission statement. This is tough.
My comment was meant to be supportive. I have been in situations where there were "fit" issues but, because of my own stubborness and belief in perserverence, did not fully confront the reasons for the difficulties. Some execs think that if they ignore things, they will go away. Some investment decisions, like safety issues, prove their value by what did not happen. How do you measure that? At the time, it seems like a hit to the bottom line that cannot be measured by jumping over traditional ROI hurdle rates. It is only in hindsight that those passed over options prove themselves worthy.
What you are experiencing may be the culmination of years of management playing ostrich - a head buried in the sand sees no danger.
You are part of a team, and obviously not the ultimate decision maker. When you apprised the decision makers of the issues and options, you did your part. When they chose to ignore your warnings - they did their part. I know the platitudes do not soften the pain and anxiety, but they can often lend perspective that will help you ride through a situation.
Stay strong.
Good luck. We at the Forum know that you are a professional, and will come through this with flying colors!
Chari
I am trying to hang in there. Unfortunately today is not brighter. The minute I walked in the door I was assualted with osha issues. This whole thing could close the company down as we were hanging by a thread as it was. It will probably cost us more in repairs than it will in fines.
Ugh, sorry, don't mean to bring the forum down. As soon as there is good news to report I will.
Trust me, you did not bring this company down. It's management team and business model (or lack thereof) did.
Good luck!